The Barking Dogs & The Lonely Street

                                                                   

SUCH EMOTIONS ARE SO RARE IN TODAYS TIMES

WE ONLY MISS - CALLS ... AND MOST EXPENSIVE PHONES 

                                                          We are all humans and it is but obvious to err. We are not machines running on petrol and button clicks, we are humans, thinking humans, made of pure emotions and sympathetic hearts, we are very creative people. I was reading the newspaper and there were all this “news” about a man hanging himself, and his wife eating pesticide, and his daughter being treated at a Nursing Home – friends ! Why has man become so – Desperate. Do we ever try and think, if by taking such drastic steps – we not only harm our own bodies but, also, leave a dark spot on the face of – the existing humanity. Why are we so afraid of the future. How do we know – it is us – who are at fault, and not – the one’s always pointing fingers at us. Why do we feel, if we change immediately, things will change. How many times will we change ? And if we will change so many times, maybe we will change forever.

                         You see – changes too often and too many, leave a very tumulted personality, and we start to feel, this life is a burden. We stop believing ourselves. We start to depend on others for answers, we start to believe that – those helping us are smarter beings with superior evolution and better rescuing skills, but is it the truth ? Do you think a “a problem of mathematics you were not able to solve initially” will get resolved with time, no friends – it is not o simple. We remain what we are – from the time we are born, and, as I wrote a few years back – 

Tum badaltey waqt ke jhokon mein behtey hi rahogey,

Waqt to badh jayega par tum – machaltey hi rahogey,

Kyun nahi tum apney kuch adarsh kuch ayam kartey,

Yeh jaruri to nahi ki tum galat hi ho – yeh – kyun tum mantey ho ??

Ab sabhi udgam suhaney apney – tum- rach lo yehi …

Janm se jaisa hai jo – who ant tak rehta wahi ………….

                                              As I writer we believe the world is very simple, people love one another, they love their families, they always want to do good to others, but we often rise to the truth – people are corrupt, people are selfish, people are self-centered. A woman you may love for  5 long years of your life, may suddenly leave you and marry a person – she thinks – can give her a – bigger house, and economically stable life. We make all possible decisions of our lives by ourselves, but when it comes to taking decisions – that concern our own “selves” – we believe on others. The result – we start planting a tree – that will bear – sour mangoes, but internally we feel – we have seeded apples. I am not saying only women are bad, but anyone who after involving himself/herself with a someone – for a long time – suddenly feels – life is about better options, is a fool. No man is a demon, no woman a witch, we live this life, on our own terms – and this is the bitter truth.

                                           In any case – my main motive – of being here is to let you know – how to break barriers and not create them. Friends – today – I’m going to write about a someone – whom I felt is not of this Earth, but a someone – only fit – to stand in the cadre of Gods themselves, a someone I met recently – a someone – who has this ability to wear a smile – even when she was in utter pain. May God help her live a life of utter peace and utter bliss, this is my last wish (if tomorrow – I am being hanged somewhere).

I met this person – almost 2 years back, and immediately fell in love with the person. Not in the sense – that I wanted to have children with her, but the way she approached things. Her style, her professionalism, her attitude, and above everything – her Straightforward approach to the most complex things of life. She left me struck – with lightening, and till today – I’m shining in her light. Why does this happen, why do we get inspired ? Why does this happen – even when we know – we might never be actually with a person, we are now following, we still follow – the dream. You see life in its most basic forms is a very ordinary exercise, start with toothbrush and end with – ear-plugs, we live a life – like a big giant wheel, where we are sitting in one seat, and the wheel, is going unstoppably round and round, we feel giddish. We want to jump out of this wheel, but at the same time – realize – we have a role to play inside the wheel. Friends – remember that feeling – when – almost scared to death – inside that Giant Wheel, you saw an unknown someone waving to you from the crowds below, the someone whose smile – relieved you of al that tension, you were facing on that Giant Wheel. Such friends, such relations are very important in life, if we will not search outside – the Giant Wheel  - the Giant Wheel will obviously eat us, or if not eat us, leave us – almost numb.

Friends – Life is not all about – listening – it is about saying. Friends- life is not all about bearing – it is about fighting, Friends – life is not all about dreaming – it is about – being with your dream – every minute of your life, every second of your breath. Dreams are not some kind of an FD which our family and realtives will encash on our passing to the next life. Dreams are to be shared, dreams are to be explored, dreams are to be resolved. Someone rightly said – when you see a storm coming – “Don’t request the storm to stop, be courageous to face it now.” The storm will come and go, but your existence, will depend on how you approach the situation. You may run and shout and shriek, and still die. You may stand still, and simply pray – and you may live. Life is not a bundle of joys – it is “small bites” of “immense pleasures”. We should not be happy in life, we should try and be – “very happy”.

                                                             It is said – kisi bhi cheez ki ati theek nahi – par – sapno ki ati honi chahiye – mehnat ki ati honi chahiye, “apne oopar vishwas ki ati hon chahiye”, accha karney se accha hota hai, par sirf doosron ke saath nahi, khud ke saath bhi.

Sab se bada sach duniya ka yeh hi hai – Ki wahi insaan doosron ko khush rakhega – jo khud bhi khush hoga. Karela kha ke hasney walon ko duniya pagal samajhti hai. 

Just one last stanza of hope, dedicated to a friend – who changed my life

In a day, in a way, when you cross – my timeline,

I feel happy, I feel joyous, I feel very sublime,

 Don’t know why – we have met, I don’t know, when shall we die,

All I know – is that “YOU” – have – transformed my – every “WHY”

In this world – I see hope, happiness also true,

Want to live every day – want to be by your side,

Like a stream flowing by, crackling sounds all around,

I’m a man – you’re my dream – let us now entwine…

Take care folks …. See you soon … keep coming back

And also remember – don’t miss – that cup of tea – at office – sponsored by “no one” but that miser friend of yours. When you made him a friend – was it only for his “Bank Balance” – then why are you worried now ……….

Keep Living

Victory versus Self-Respect

COLORED PENCILS REFLECT VIBRANCY , EMOTIONS AND A 

FEELING THAT LIFE - IS GOOD. ISN'T IT ???  

Dear Friends,

                                                We often come across this idea – we need “victory” over something, and we do not understand – what role our self-respect has to play in our lives. Let me say – I want to win this “Badminton Match” against an enemy, and I play the wrong strokes, understanding he/she will not be able to contest my fouls, this means – we may/may not win in this situation, but our “self-respect” shall definitely lose.

                                             I often meet people – who build a false fortress of ego around them, and when you try and seep inside their thoughts you come across, they are diving deep in the waters of pain, themselves. If we are in pain, then why do we – not let this pain – show to those who care for us ?

The first problem we often face – is who is actually ‘supporting’ towards our cause, and who is – only imposing to be one ? Now, this is where – God comes in, man cannot answer everything. Somewhere God has to play a role. Some people say a “verse” or “shlok” before they actually go into something, some ask others – to catch “the lucky finger”, and some would ask a close friend. It is good – you see – to try and reach decisions, via some – “technique of luck”, also not to forget the parrot-card-trick, but there are times, we do not want to show – what we want an answer for. This becomes a very tough ask- nobody – to ask to, nobody to disclose. These are times, we undergo – too much of pressure. This is the time – we undergo –too much of pain. Why do such situations arise ? These situations arise – when we – start to develop the idea – that we are responsible – for what shall happen – from now on. We have this tendency – to move on a path – previously researched by someone – we educate ourselves. There are times, we leave such paths, there are times, we chose an alternative path.

                                                The difference – would be – if I take the path I want to – and succeed – there is maximum – satisfaction. But, also maximum risk. If I take an alternative path told by someone else, and succeed – we will be happy, but the satisfaction level decreases, but risk also decreases. The last option is – We leave that path – and stop for a while – this is very rare, ordinary people don’t take this path. This path has pressure, this path has frustration, this path has – slow approach to every little detail of life. Unless someone – has 100% faith in God, he/she will succumb on this path. But if someone – who has – Made up his/her mind – to be practical, to be slow, to be wise – starts to feel – a separate force – not from this Earth – helping him/her. You start to enjoy every moment of your life, you  start to live every second of your being. You start – to move on a path – I think – can be best named – The Golden Path. You do what you do everyday and still you do – everything differently. You are with the same people everyday – still you are n different emotions – everyday. You are with your life – everyday, but you – are living – not just breathing – actually now.

                                                          How much can we plan ? Can we buy a bus – because the streets are very congested and we need a faster mode of transportation – no – only a mad person will do this. What we can do – is take a longer less congested – still a little secure route to our destination.

Same – is with our relations. We start to expect – because we have invested – so much in someone, he/she will repay – the double and that too immediately. Because – I have smiled on a person, he/she will also smile back on me. No it is not correct, we should understand – the other person – may be in a different frame of mind – when you smiled at her, and she may not respond immediately.

What should we do – we should stop to smile, we should start to cry, we should become numb and become a saint for that – while and understand – now we are not in control. No all the above approaches are incorrect. We have to smile back – in life, positivity in life, should never go. By smiling you are not throwing arrows at someone. You are only – trying to “remove that void” that is now inside you, and growing. I have heard people talking – to others as if they know the future – and the other is a fool. Friends – I believe – such people are rubbish, and it is better to stay as far from them as possible. If you want to help a someone, tell him about life, tell him about victory, tell him about truth, do not tell him – he is weak, do not tell him – he can’t succeed, do not tell him, it is over. No one likes to be – compared, criticized, or created, these are a persons – self – devising tools, very personal to him.

                                                               Life gives back to you, it is on you – what you are investing, and also – what you are expecting. Even God says – “You ask and then I will give to you”, “nowhere it is said – you keep mum – and I will do it for you”.. one has to talk to God in prayer, and once he/she gets an answers – one should respect it – beyond every other commitment of life. Don’t we – always – keep up a promise – we keep to a friend, then why do we fail, when it comes to God, why do we start to feel – god will give another time another day, I feel – friends never leave you, they know your importance, but God once if He leaves you, it is not easy to suddenly – go back to Him.

                                                   In death we see hope, in life we see – problems. Although – contradictorily – in life – we should see – chances, and in death – we should see – “completeness”, the “completeness of our tasks”, one should stand at – our last rites and say – He did – what he came to do, and life is over-joyed at His farewell. Too much of weeping at a funeral – reflects – the loss of life – to death, and also tells us – these are people – Whom Hope Has Left For A Temporary Time, They Need A Miracle To Bounce Back.

Friends – just a bit of poetry before I – recede –

Kisi din tum humey yeh baat apne aap keh dena,

Kahan par jindagi – kis kis ko apne gum batati hai,

Humey bhi kuch khushi mil jayegi yeh sab samajh kar ke,

Humey aksar yeh lagta hai, humey ek – nikammey hai bas.

Tumharey paas aakar ke, yeh afsane jo jeevan ke,

Humey sunne ko miltey hai, bade dilchasp hai saarey,

Kahan hum jee rahe they bas kafan ka naap le le kar

Magar ab tum se milkey jindagi kuch hum pe najil hai.

Jahan bas ret ke mahalon mein khali hum they aur saansein,

Tumhe paake humey ehsaas saarey ab yeh jinda hai,

Nahi paison se yeh duniya kabhi, bhi chalti this ach hai

Kyun phir, itihass ke panno – mein baatein jhoot likhi hai.

Hazaron saal tak insaan – dukh aur dard se joojha,

Ussey jeene ke mauka, kam bahut kam – ata farmaye,

Jo – khud khud ko Khuda kehtey the saarey aaj kabron mein

Khuda se door – ab dojakh – mein baithe sar rahey sarey.

Kahin jab phool , ke upar koi titli, hai mandrati,

Humey is khel mein , insaaniyat ke rang hai dikhtey,

Ki varna – ab to insaano – ko insaano se lena kya,

Koi titli nahi baaki. Kahin ab phool nahi khilta.

Samay ke is samundar mein,  jahazon mein muhabbat ke,

Hummey bhi saath le lo – hum bhi thoda – chahtey hain sab !

Bahut nafrat hai duniya mein,ki jo jee jaye poori ummr,

Badi mushkil se miltey  hai,  yeh lamhe dosti ke jeeeee …….

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The Death of a Scholar. The eyes of a Lion. The heart of an Eagle.

                                                                   For those who read me regularly, I want to tell them something today. I do not write for myself, but for those – whom I think need my writing a lot. I am a very shy person by nature, but it is also true – my shyness flies somewhere far in the rocky mountains when I start to write. I know people misjudge people with writing skills to be corrupt, silent, notorious etc but let me tell you, people who love to write - can only write, when that little light inside somewhere simmers, or else there will no difference between a banker – counting notes, and a writer writing poems. The world knows there is a lot of difference. It is not that bankers are harder people, it is only that they – think a lot in terms of profit and loss, whereas – writers – think majorly about – breakeven, they think – let me at least get at least that much appreciation, as much my work deserves. Anyways a lot – about myself and my work, let me start by writing – my work here. The title of todays work is inspired from – A feeling I carried the whole day today, someone somewhere – felt I am cheating on him/her, and in response to this – he/she ignored me – the whole day – not thinking – that it can be – contradictory, as well as untrue.

                                                                  But, when you can’t change the world – it is said – it is best you change – something in you. Something – that treacherous desire to be with her, that treacherous desire to love the world, that treacherous desire to make it large.

I was reading a someone, today in the newspaper – and the person – is popularly known as a “celebrity chef”, of the media world; not what exactly does this mean ? He prepares food only celebrities can eat. He is a celebrity, but, then how can – celebrities – start cooking ? or His dishes are so – expensive – only celebrities can afford it ? No you see – today in a world of so much confusion and constant criticism, people often chose a keyword to cling to – he is a presenter-teacher, he is a mutual fund banker, and he is a rock singer. Lets analyze – anyone who starts to sing – can sing anything, and seeing the rarity of this art in genera understanding, I’m sure that cousin of yours or that friend of yours is usually very famous. But, how can you say – he only sings rock, no. This is a generalization that person has made about himself – at the first go – that – I’m not just a singer – but – I can sing the toughest part of it – Rock as well. I have learnt my art well, and I understand the verticals.

                                                           So friends – we keep living around a set of beliefs – we firmly believe – our life stands on them, the magic begins – when our Understanding fails – and we start falling – against another – third force – the force of Luck, Chance, Destiny, Kismet or God’s Plan in our lives.

We love ourselves, to the extent that – we forget – there is a larger world – outside somewhere- that needs our intervention. When a train accident happens and those – who have seen – one, you know – Money, and Food and Medicine – come all very secondary in that kind of a scenario, the urge – to save people – comes first and foremost. We see death face to face, when our Luck – is safe and we are still without bruises, we see so many crying in Pain…what has happened? Some are crying in pain, some are even Leaving the pain to silence, where is life, where is God…what do we do ? No we don’t have the time to blame anyone then, we do what we do…we want to save people…we want to save life. Friends – this is what exactly happens – in real life scenarios…in our relations, once we get a hint – we are drifting, we start to search within, what has happened to me, why am I like this ? At times we get those answers, at times – we are lost. I don’t say – if you talk to the person – who is about to commit suicide – he/she will stop, but, the chances of his not committing suicide – increase – and it is proved after research.

                                                      There are people in this world more beautiful than others, there are those, whom we can’t move our eyes from them. Lets analyze – When we are watching them, what are we looking at – we are looking at their beauty, we are looking at their destiny, we are looking in a mirror – where we feel, how lovely God is and how lovely – His creations are ? We feel – these are people with such happy lives, they have everything in life, they are so strong. We draw a picture – very perfect – when we think about them. But is it the truth ? They don’t have toothache ? They don’t have – emotions ? They don’t have a Private Circle of life, they want it to be theirs alone ? They don’t have heartaches ? No friends – the face is not the indication, of the inner being, it is just the reflection of the society we are living in. And, some philosophers have said it – it is easier for ordinary looking to survive, for those –with the gift of beauty – the world is a different place. But, well – you usually don’t see – dark complexioned girls making it much – to the Cosmetic Industry Ad Campaigns – because the make-belief world of Cosmetics Industry – can’t afford too much of a truth. Someone born dark is better than someone, who is fair – but has to face all the dark of this Earth in one life. What I want to say here is – we all have weaknesses, some are good at sowing it to the world, some bury it deep within their hearts, and think – nobody is knowing about them.

Just a small poem to wound up what I’ve been writing here:

Badi umeed thi tumse, mujhe lagta tha aisa hi !

Magar jab paas aya to meri aakhen hi khul gayi hai,

Jinhe main sochta tha – matlabi aur sirf khudgarzi,

Woh aankhen hain tumhari jindagi ke jam thehrey se !

Humee mein kuch kami hogi ki tumse dooriyan ban gayi,

Kyun varna be-wajah to jindagi yun gam nahi deti,

Humey hi – dard sarey ab jamaney ke miley tohfa,

Humee ko maut ab pehlu mein leke naacht rehti.

Jahan par koi nahi aata, kyun hum itney akele hai,

Ki jaise khandaro maein bhoot – apne dukh mein rotey hain,

Jinhey sab – jindagi bhar kostey hain, unke honey pe,

Kyun hum jaise – hi – is duniya ko wajahen dete jeene ki.

Unhi aankhon ki khaatir jindagi ab beet-ti si hai,

Ki jin aakhon ne humko – aashiqui…ki – chaal thukrayi,

Humey khud se muhabbat ho gayi .. unsey miley jab se

Na ab dil paas rehta hai… Na koi saans bhi sang mein

Patangey aasmanon mein hai udti – jab akele hi

Mai unse baaten karta hun tuhari pyaar ki saari

Mai khud kuch dor se lipta hua sa khud ko pata hun

Meri har chaal – mein shamil tumhara aks hota hai

Nahi is jindagi ke bas mein humko door kardey yeh

Hummey har jindagi mein – bas tumhara saath pana hai

Samay to beet-ta jaata hai – yeh kamjor behad hai

Nahi badlengey hum, ab yeh hamara tumse vada hai.

Jinhe jaana tha – who sab chod ke – ab rakh ke saathi

Na tum jaana – yeh bas choti si ek – farmaish kertey hain

Tumhi ko sang pakey hum bhi thoda jee saa lete hun

Ki varna - hai hi kya is jindagi mein dekhne jaisa..????

Jahan duniya khatam hoti hai, maine ghar banaya hai.....

Tumharey saath rehney ka bada sapna sajaya jai......

Nahi maloom kab – hum rasta woh paar kar payen.......

Magar jayengey..sach hai .. Dard ko apna banaya hai.......

Kyun humko yeh samay kuch is tarah se dard deta hai.......

Na khush rehta hai na yeh humko khush rehney bhi deta hai.........

Hai shayad – Isko hi shaitan ne apna farishta chun.......

Hamari jannaton – mein aag ka – jariya banaya hai........

Badi jalti hai saansen ab, badi beemar si aankhen......

Humein ab jindagi se koi – khawish reh nahi gayi hai.......

Bas ek sapna hai .. ki jab – akhiri saanson ka toofan ho......

Hamarey paas tum ho aur – humko kuch pata na ho........

Poetry is a gift of God …we don’t write for popularity ..we write for survival ..

If you can’t appreciate – also – do not ridicule ..these are emotions of a human being ..like you

PM

Abhi Mujh Mein Kahin Baaki Thodi Si Hai Jindagi ....gr8 Song ..good emotions

AGNEEPATH - A TERRIFIC SONG 

                                                                     In this life of ours , we keep dreaming about so many things. We want to get everything. Eve when we go to sleep , there are people on the TV who want us to buy from them, they are also people with sleepless nights, and never ending greed. Why the hell on this Earth, this emotion of greed came by, why does man – never felt happy with what he had, why does life had to offer him so many options ? These are questions I often ask myself when I see the world around me. A person who has just bought a new car, starts feeling envious of the other person who has also bought a new car. Or when I got to my office, I feel prejudiced to see, another person wearing the same print same brand of my shirt, that day. Why do we want God to be only ours ? And if this is the truth – the apart for our life-partners, apart from our cars, and apart from our pets – I think we are also “very possessive” about our God.

                                                                   But, this is where – the indiscriminate truth of humanity emerges, God is God, He does what he wants to, He is not slave to anything, Not slave to emotions, Not slave to orders, Not slave to circumstances, Not even slave to bad weather. But, the is our God – a selfish God ? No, they say this in the churches, temples, and mosques alike – there is a way to reach God – and possibly the only way – and that is through our prayers. We can uplift our hands – in faithfulness, and wherever – He is on this Earth, He will listen to us.

                                                                I have myself seen some miracles, and I feel – God never leaves those – who want to tell the world about Him. On June 30^th 2013, me and my family crashed against a standing big truck on the highways of India, somewhere in Bundelkhand, we met death for a second and then She left us. Some questions pricked me hard after that –

1). Why did death come that day.

2). Why did death leave us that day.

3). Is death – also a little good in character.

4). If we have to die one day – why should we live the others.

5). What is the meaning of death for different people.

First question first

1). Why did death come that day

      It was a Sunday, usually a “Pray Day” for us Christians. But as usual and as common – also to the usual Christians you see, we ignoring this fact were moving for a family function at Jhansi. The heart want to get everything, the world has to offer. And when almost at a speed of 120 k/h – I saw a standing truck in the middle of the highway. Death was sitting on it. She smiled back on us, and said – its good you came, and I will teach you a lesson today. We crashed into the truck, and after almost 3-4 seconds – our eyes opened up. Blood, shock, guilt, hatred, concern, the shallowness of human life, and such emotions completely surrounded us. What we started to think was – are we alive ? After understanding about ourselves – we started to think – our those around us –still breathing ? You see – these are times, you forget – how bad the color of your Car is, or why did you not eat – oats on that morning ,and why is your boss not giving you a pay hike asap. You start to think – am I alive to tell this story to others. Are all my organs working ? Am I able to hear and listen properly? Friends – death is something – we all have to undergo someday, the only way we can sort of delay it a bit, is by loving others, the way they are. By becoming wise. By living with our families. By helping those in trouble.

2). Why did death leave us that day

      Maybe – it had had enough for the day. Maybe it remembered – Kedarnath, where it cast spell for almost 10 horrid days. The most touching story I came across during the Kedarnath tragedy was that of the two sisters who came up alive after 5 days of struggle. The story was – almost 7 members of a family, were stuck on a rock perch, all surrounded by the fast and deep waters of the cloud-burst. They fought the battle of life together, but slowly the food they were surviving on – got finished. They had nothing but some Parle-G in their bags one after the other – due to hunger and thirst – they started to collapse. What must have happened is hard to imagine, but – the last part of it is very interesting, they say – the father – was still alive and was almost gasping. He knew he wouldn’t survive. He in his dm and dying voice, told his daughters, please take this biscuit from me, maybe you’ll live a couple of days more. (I imagine they must have cried then), and then the poor man died. The daughters lived to tell this tale to us. Friends – even in death we do not leave our relations. Death becomes small infront of life on such occasions. We may never come across that family ever again, but these two daughters shall never – fear another father, that he may ditch his children in pain.

3). Is death – also a little good in character.

      We may think so. We may think – that an enemy is better than many friends at a  certain time, under certain circumstances at times. But, in the long run, the reality changes, just the way – vinegar can never quench thirst – in the same way – Death never brings happiness to any. The kings massacred thousands – it is said, history was written. But, the king remained without a real heir – this history in the name of family pride – was buried deep within the pages. The society has a tendency to believe for a short while to believe in what is being told to it, without even analyzing – that whatever is generally being termed good, is only good for a small fragment of the society, and it in no way concerns us. We are not short-sighted, we are positive thinkers. I went to the funeral of a friend’s mother, and saw – the family – in such love with one another, I couldn’t believe – I was in a funeral. There are parties, I’ve seen more melancholy – than that funeral function. All of them, were worried about one another, all of them were serving water to one another, all of them, were very disappointed on that loss of their ‘Mama’ but their values would not leave them, and they did not mock death in any way. It is hard to believe but friends – money – and values – have nothing in common. I still have to research – if one man can have both ? if someone has – then I’m sure He’s a messenger of God.

4). If we have to die one day – why should we live the others.

      It is correct, we live under a constant fear of death one day, but if this is the only truth we start to believe in, then the joy of living everyday shall leave us. We are not born to be scared, we are not born to be – under servitude, we are not born to be prisoners, we are born to be free. We are born to love, we are born to be what we want to be, we are born humans – a race far superior than – all – galactic aliens of the Hollywood Movies, we are born – creative. Every person has a set of habits, which eventually on refinement become – his hobbies. People without hobbies are – the people we so often refer to be living on the underworld of this Earth. Earning money is not the Aim of this Short Life, but to help others is. Money comes to those – who deserve it. Being perfect is not what will make you successful in life, or in job, but doing things regularly without failing is the tough part. To get up and go for your job everyday , to call up a friend and ask him how he is today is a more important task, rest everything will follow. Sitting numb infront of a computer and asking Google – questions – of your heart and of your mind – do you think a machine can ever give you answers. Answers – that need an emotional reason. Google can tell you – whats hot and whats not – in the market – google will never ask you – how are you feeling today, Google will never ask you – how was it with our Girlfriend – the other day.

Life runs along emotions. Life runs along friendships. Life runs along truths. It doesn’t runs around markets, prices, and discounts. Believe me – go and eat the most expensive – ice-cream – alone, or go and eat – the Rs.5 mango lolly – with a friend, you will know – What The Difference – in the two approaches is ? But, those who are fortunate to have friends, should not look down on those who don’t have any, it s very personal and circumstantial to a person – to have or not to have a friend.

5). What is the meaning of death for different people.

      A young girl when dies – a full family dies. Hope dies. Beauty dies. Many writers die. Many singers 

      die.

      When a young boy dies – a father dies. His full cricket team dies. Many internet portals die. Many

     buildings collapse. May pan-shops die.

     And now I understand that when someone elder dies – the world is happy, to say goodbye, because    

     we feel , he/has become star in the sky , and we talk to them everyday standing from our roof.

Dear friends – today I feel like an oxen whose yolk has been taken aside, and he has been asked to go and graze in the open pastures without any caretakers and without directions.

Its me . my soil, my eyes and my lake….

I want to drink from it …. Now endlessly – am I being greedy ??????

Only time will tell……

take  care……..