Abhi Mujh Mein Kahin Baaki Thodi Si Hai Jindagi ....gr8 Song ..good emotions

AGNEEPATH - A TERRIFIC SONG 

                                                                     In this life of ours , we keep dreaming about so many things. We want to get everything. Eve when we go to sleep , there are people on the TV who want us to buy from them, they are also people with sleepless nights, and never ending greed. Why the hell on this Earth, this emotion of greed came by, why does man – never felt happy with what he had, why does life had to offer him so many options ? These are questions I often ask myself when I see the world around me. A person who has just bought a new car, starts feeling envious of the other person who has also bought a new car. Or when I got to my office, I feel prejudiced to see, another person wearing the same print same brand of my shirt, that day. Why do we want God to be only ours ? And if this is the truth – the apart for our life-partners, apart from our cars, and apart from our pets – I think we are also “very possessive” about our God.

                                                                   But, this is where – the indiscriminate truth of humanity emerges, God is God, He does what he wants to, He is not slave to anything, Not slave to emotions, Not slave to orders, Not slave to circumstances, Not even slave to bad weather. But, the is our God – a selfish God ? No, they say this in the churches, temples, and mosques alike – there is a way to reach God – and possibly the only way – and that is through our prayers. We can uplift our hands – in faithfulness, and wherever – He is on this Earth, He will listen to us.

                                                                I have myself seen some miracles, and I feel – God never leaves those – who want to tell the world about Him. On June 30^th 2013, me and my family crashed against a standing big truck on the highways of India, somewhere in Bundelkhand, we met death for a second and then She left us. Some questions pricked me hard after that –

1). Why did death come that day.

2). Why did death leave us that day.

3). Is death – also a little good in character.

4). If we have to die one day – why should we live the others.

5). What is the meaning of death for different people.

First question first

1). Why did death come that day

      It was a Sunday, usually a “Pray Day” for us Christians. But as usual and as common – also to the usual Christians you see, we ignoring this fact were moving for a family function at Jhansi. The heart want to get everything, the world has to offer. And when almost at a speed of 120 k/h – I saw a standing truck in the middle of the highway. Death was sitting on it. She smiled back on us, and said – its good you came, and I will teach you a lesson today. We crashed into the truck, and after almost 3-4 seconds – our eyes opened up. Blood, shock, guilt, hatred, concern, the shallowness of human life, and such emotions completely surrounded us. What we started to think was – are we alive ? After understanding about ourselves – we started to think – our those around us –still breathing ? You see – these are times, you forget – how bad the color of your Car is, or why did you not eat – oats on that morning ,and why is your boss not giving you a pay hike asap. You start to think – am I alive to tell this story to others. Are all my organs working ? Am I able to hear and listen properly? Friends – death is something – we all have to undergo someday, the only way we can sort of delay it a bit, is by loving others, the way they are. By becoming wise. By living with our families. By helping those in trouble.

2). Why did death leave us that day

      Maybe – it had had enough for the day. Maybe it remembered – Kedarnath, where it cast spell for almost 10 horrid days. The most touching story I came across during the Kedarnath tragedy was that of the two sisters who came up alive after 5 days of struggle. The story was – almost 7 members of a family, were stuck on a rock perch, all surrounded by the fast and deep waters of the cloud-burst. They fought the battle of life together, but slowly the food they were surviving on – got finished. They had nothing but some Parle-G in their bags one after the other – due to hunger and thirst – they started to collapse. What must have happened is hard to imagine, but – the last part of it is very interesting, they say – the father – was still alive and was almost gasping. He knew he wouldn’t survive. He in his dm and dying voice, told his daughters, please take this biscuit from me, maybe you’ll live a couple of days more. (I imagine they must have cried then), and then the poor man died. The daughters lived to tell this tale to us. Friends – even in death we do not leave our relations. Death becomes small infront of life on such occasions. We may never come across that family ever again, but these two daughters shall never – fear another father, that he may ditch his children in pain.

3). Is death – also a little good in character.

      We may think so. We may think – that an enemy is better than many friends at a  certain time, under certain circumstances at times. But, in the long run, the reality changes, just the way – vinegar can never quench thirst – in the same way – Death never brings happiness to any. The kings massacred thousands – it is said, history was written. But, the king remained without a real heir – this history in the name of family pride – was buried deep within the pages. The society has a tendency to believe for a short while to believe in what is being told to it, without even analyzing – that whatever is generally being termed good, is only good for a small fragment of the society, and it in no way concerns us. We are not short-sighted, we are positive thinkers. I went to the funeral of a friend’s mother, and saw – the family – in such love with one another, I couldn’t believe – I was in a funeral. There are parties, I’ve seen more melancholy – than that funeral function. All of them, were worried about one another, all of them were serving water to one another, all of them, were very disappointed on that loss of their ‘Mama’ but their values would not leave them, and they did not mock death in any way. It is hard to believe but friends – money – and values – have nothing in common. I still have to research – if one man can have both ? if someone has – then I’m sure He’s a messenger of God.

4). If we have to die one day – why should we live the others.

      It is correct, we live under a constant fear of death one day, but if this is the only truth we start to believe in, then the joy of living everyday shall leave us. We are not born to be scared, we are not born to be – under servitude, we are not born to be prisoners, we are born to be free. We are born to love, we are born to be what we want to be, we are born humans – a race far superior than – all – galactic aliens of the Hollywood Movies, we are born – creative. Every person has a set of habits, which eventually on refinement become – his hobbies. People without hobbies are – the people we so often refer to be living on the underworld of this Earth. Earning money is not the Aim of this Short Life, but to help others is. Money comes to those – who deserve it. Being perfect is not what will make you successful in life, or in job, but doing things regularly without failing is the tough part. To get up and go for your job everyday , to call up a friend and ask him how he is today is a more important task, rest everything will follow. Sitting numb infront of a computer and asking Google – questions – of your heart and of your mind – do you think a machine can ever give you answers. Answers – that need an emotional reason. Google can tell you – whats hot and whats not – in the market – google will never ask you – how are you feeling today, Google will never ask you – how was it with our Girlfriend – the other day.

Life runs along emotions. Life runs along friendships. Life runs along truths. It doesn’t runs around markets, prices, and discounts. Believe me – go and eat the most expensive – ice-cream – alone, or go and eat – the Rs.5 mango lolly – with a friend, you will know – What The Difference – in the two approaches is ? But, those who are fortunate to have friends, should not look down on those who don’t have any, it s very personal and circumstantial to a person – to have or not to have a friend.

5). What is the meaning of death for different people.

      A young girl when dies – a full family dies. Hope dies. Beauty dies. Many writers die. Many singers 

      die.

      When a young boy dies – a father dies. His full cricket team dies. Many internet portals die. Many

     buildings collapse. May pan-shops die.

     And now I understand that when someone elder dies – the world is happy, to say goodbye, because    

     we feel , he/has become star in the sky , and we talk to them everyday standing from our roof.

Dear friends – today I feel like an oxen whose yolk has been taken aside, and he has been asked to go and graze in the open pastures without any caretakers and without directions.

Its me . my soil, my eyes and my lake….

I want to drink from it …. Now endlessly – am I being greedy ??????

Only time will tell……

take  care……..

Pink is the color of love. Say it now - or be ready - To keep mumbling infront of a mirror ...

Pink is the color of love      Pink is the color of love     Pink is the color of love

Saying it now is better – than never to saying it

                                                                     We all are motivated by something in our lives. Sometimes we start to believe that we can become that someone we adore. We as humans have a tendency to first create ideals infront of us, and then, we start to introspect ourselves. Why am I not like him, why is he like that, so more and so forth. 
                                    We set ideals infront of us, we should do like this, as he does, then we will become like him. Or, let take the case of a kid – who imitates his dad, that ok ! I want to be like him, so I should do this, but you see, the real world after a time teaches that child – that no – nobody is perfect. All the shine, he was seeing – of that person was a mere – touch-of-makeup and the truth is – he is a mere ordinary person. Then comes a crisis, the ideal is shattered, often many people succumb under this pressure, that – my goal is lost, I am lost, why should I live ? 
                                                       But, friends believe me – It is not true, Ideals are just ‘very unclear reflections’ or mirage reflections of that someone  - you hero worship. The biggest hero lives in you, you should be your own hero. You should be your own master. It is a nobodies doing, but the world moves at such a frequency, the biggest scientists – have not been able to gauge it ??
                                                  When you are in love with a person, the person is in love with his/her job. By the time you are out of the love of that person, the person has started to develop a liking towards you. And the best part is – when you have moved along – with time – in your life – way ahead…and way away – All your ‘Archies Cards’, and ‘Teddy Bears’ gifted to that person are now making headlines, all over the media world, your are feeling like – a Donkey without a tale, your parents are your spokespersons now, and your life – has taken a u-turn, where you are having that feeling – ‘I might not be able to cross the next u-pin-turn’, as you feel in the hills. But, friends this is life, you can’t pre-judge your destiny, you can’t pre-judge – The God’s Plan for you. You can’t see future. All you can do – is start to live life on a daily basis. 
                                Think about fresh ideas, for that day. Think about love, that might come to you. Think about giving to someone. Think about – making it up to someone for some old sin you committed. Life is really pre-judiced, it sometimes doesn’t gives all people second chances in life.                                            Your luck, is where you want it to be, not where you think it will be. What is the difference, some people keep thinking that Shakespearean moment of love. Where after handing over that pink rose, they have moved for assailing in the high seas, and after seven years – when they comeback, their lady-love also now their lady-luck is waiting – on that balcony, in the same dress, with that same rose. 
                                                But is this true ? No lets – see it from another point of view – when after handing over that rose – The Sailor in You Climbed The Ship, the rose Miss. Walters was holding – bit her thumb, and when you were wanting to tell the stories of your first – Bon-Voyage – chapter-I , to that ladylove of yours , the love for you has transformed for someone else's. 
                                         Friends it is very easy, for us boys to think – that time and destiny is in our control, and we fail to understand – What is now – is with us. 
                                  If you love her – tell her now, If you want to settle down – Tell Her Parents Now, If you want to have a family with her –Tell her now, if you want to be a Happy and Dedicated Husband – to her, forget about everything the world has to offer you, go to her - be with her. The world will never give her back to you. The world will only give you – bad words. The world will only give you advice; those advices shall soon become – medicines, and oneday – you will – be put in a grave, almost 5 graves away from her grave, telling you – the Ultimate Truth of Life, that - "who could not be in this life – TOGETHER – have been kept separate also in the AFTERLIFE". 
                                        Money, name, cars, bigger cars all appear in due course of time, what doesn’t appears – is that someone, Whom You Thought You Will Use All This Gadgetry With, someone – whom you thought, will tell you the Colour – of the car – that will look best on you, someone – who would not ask you – what would you like to have for dinner ? because she would know – You only want her in all meals – dal, chawal and sabzi – koi bhi ho…vaise bhi UP mein 100 tarah se jyada sabjiyan hoti nahi, roz ek khayengey, to bhi teen mahiney mein – ussi sabji se hoke gujrengey. 
                                           Friends – I’m not saying you should start to live in the era romantic notions, but I’m saying – To Keep That Romancer in YOU Alive and Moving, you have to achieve things in the right time. 
                                  Varna wahi kahawat hai, ki ab pachtay se hot kya jab chidiya chug gayi khet. I’m adding this – mahal ko lehrey tod gayi ab chhanno baith ke ret.

                                         Chaliye ! I’ve tried to write something – Something that should help you. And, if it will – I will feel my writing was of some use. 
                                Take Charge, and Keep Moving …..Jindagi tumhara intezaar kar rahi hai…Jao jaa ke ussey pakad lo ...

(also do leave me comments- they will help me build my confidence in writing)

Raaj Duniya Ke - A Very Dark Poetry ... (kids requested not to read)

DARK POETRY -

RAAJ    DUNIYA    KE

Jahan insaan jaltey hai ussey shamshaan kehtey hain,

Jahaan armaan jaltey hai - ussey hum makaan kehtey hain,

Badi mushkil mein duniya rasta deti hai arthi ko,

Badi hai bheed ab raston pe ! sab insaan chaltey hain.

Yeh duniya kyun kisi anjaan ko kaatil banati hai,

Kyun uskey saath rehney walon ko shamil banati hai,

Yahan har mod pe choron ke ghar aur loot ke addey,

Magar tajjub hai choro ko yeh ab - mahaan batati hai.

Jinhe kuch mil nahin pata who khud ko bhul jaatey hai,

Jinhe sab bhool jaatey hai, ko khud ko bhul nai patey,

Yahan har chaal deewaney ki duniya soongh leti hai,

Magar deewana apney samne kuch sah nahi pata.

Hazaron meel udkar dhool jab aandhi banati hai,

Kisi rangeen bageechey ko registan sajati hai,

Yeh duniya dekhti rehti hai, aisey dard ke lamhe,

Issey tareekh deke - panne yeh kagaz k bharti hai.

Hamarey haath hai, haathon mein samajikta ki beri hai,

Sahi jo raah chaltey hai, who raah khud behad terhi hai,

Jinhe hum dost ka sehra machano pe hai pehnatey,

Wo saarey dost hi ! Phir baad - mein humko fasatey hain !

Last

Mujhe jab yeh laga ki maut ab - milne ko hai ayi ,

Mai khud se - kuch sawaalon ke jawaabo ko poochney lag gaya,

Yahan ab sham ko chidiyen makamo par nahi jaati ?

unhey bhi adatein ho gayi ... hai - kya poori raat udney ki ??

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Kahaani Dil Ki Jo Ab Jindagi Ko Dhoondta Bhi Hai - Poetic Format

HOPE YOU LIKE IT - IT HAS BEEN A CREATION

The Life of A Heart .....

Badi majboot deewaron mein chup ke dil yeh rehta hai,

Koi shaitaan kitna ho issey yeh choo nahi sakta,

Hummey jo chod ke badh gaye hawala de muhhabat ka,

Unhe koi jaa ke poochey, kya woh khud se khush bhi rehtey hai.

Jahan insaan insaano ke koi kaam aa jaye,

Wahi duniya hai ki jisme sabhi bhagwan rehtey hai,

Harek ke paas ek mandir, woh khud uska pujari hai,

Na bhakti hai, na koi geet hai .. na ab ..ibadat hai

Kisi ke pair mein kaata lage to dard hota hai

Magar duniya ko kaaton ka yeh kissa kissa khub bhata hai

Jahan par khoon behta hai, wahin par phool khiltey hai

Kyun is duniya mein khali marney ko insaan ata hai ?

Jinhe sab mil gaya, woh Ishwar ko – poojtey rehtey,

Jo lut gaye – unko – kyun ab maut ka hi khwab ata hai,

Bahut saarey khajane se, yeh dil ab khush nahi hota,

Issey us chandni ke saath ka – bairaag khata hai.

Bagichen phool se labrej, to hotey hai saawan mein,

Magar kuch ret ke tilo, ko yeh mausam nahi bhata,

Jahan par aag ke sholo si beeti karti hai duniya,

Usi duniya mein – insaano ke aksar mele lagtey hai.

Muhabbat mil nahi jaati, sirif , aloh’ ko gaane se,

Muhabat ke liye insaan ko ladna bhi padta hai,

Isi duniya mein jannat hai isi duniya mein dojhak hai,

Kissey ab kya milega, yeh to jaalim waqt – hi jaane ??

THE END

The Train of Love Met The Bogie of Attraction at the Allahabad Station

Yeh duniya jindagi ke maino ko ulat deti hai

Hume mehsoos hota hai, ki hum bhi -ab- jara ruk le

Magar phir 'dil' tamancha leke -thai thai karta hai !!!

Muhabbat ke sabhi - Shahi Iradey - Tak Par Dekho 

Ki jaise - bheek ke paison se roti aa nahi sakti

ki jaise - sirf - marney se yeh jaa, ab jaa nahi sakti

Humey bhi us ghadi ka sabra se - ab dekhna hai 'aks'

Ki jis pal mein - yeh duniya - hummey ab 'samaa' nahi sakti

                                                                    Humour in life, is like oxygen in pipe, if any-"one" goes missing, life becomes weak. There are people in this world who can judge others, they say – they understand the psyche of the other person they are at face with, but if this the truth, why never on this Earth – one person, starting, from Adam – was ever able to tell the future, or even say, tailormake the future to his own taste.

                                                                 The truth is we as humans have this tendency to err. We believe in systems, we believe in rules, we believe in – the line that is drawn – by our elders, society or even – the social peace-makers, but do we ever think, life is bigger than – rules; life is bigger than ‘common laws’, life is bigger than ‘ordinary beliefs’.

                                                               It is but very natural to walk on a street on the left side only, but what about a man, with one leg, walking – on the right side, is he wrong, are the law-keepers to be blamed, or should we now say – God is different for “normally born people” and “disability” is satan sent.

If we are saying that disability is satan sent, then, what about children now born with many diseases, especially – with a hole in their heart, no it won’t be correct. God has made us all, and God has made us all with a purpose.

                                                           The eventual goal of a person’s life is to find that goal. That goal maybe “bread” for someone, it maybe “social acceptance” for someone, and it maybe – “social adjustment” for someone.

                                                            We all are born imperfect – but the truth is – “this is the most perfect truth” – that has never left us. I very recently found myself in a situation – where – I met someone, who holds onto life, like – that control – is with the person himself, but the truth is – our lives are controlled by some unknown powers from above.

                                                               We want to be happy, but sadness surrounds us. We want to be desolate but the crowds never leave us, we want to be Gods ourselves, but – we become the big slaves to our own destinies.

                                                                If love is just a feeling, and the world runs around money alone, then, why do – almost 90% of the world money runs around love. Initially there was “happy birthday” only, now it is valentine’s day, now it is father’s day, now it is mother’s day; and days are not far when we will have – a garden day and a pet day as well.

Would not like to write too long on this but would only close with a few lines –

“On a lonely night on a lonely roof,

With the hot wind blowing in my hair,

I was stuck like a man in the capsule lift,

Almost – feeling like a desperate bear.

When a star in the sky, to all others said good-bye,

And it fell straight away in the stream,

And I ran and I ran, I thought – why not pick the star,

And, the life of my “mind shall grow”,

But alas ! in the stream there were boats there were fish,

But the star had – just vanished like a dream !!!

If on Earth there is love, there is peace there is growth

In the eyes of s storm - why we grow ?

                                           We all dream, we all want to explore, we all want to be free. It is another truth – that life – has its own rules to follow.

                                           I have written this piece on a very different note today, the note of an unmeasured meter, but I’m sure when – you’ll go through the feeling of it – you’ll find yourself – on different plave altogether.

Take Care

Keep Living

  

The day of the dragon , the night of the owl , and we are still waiting for the Sun to come out.

The day of the dragon , the night of the owl , and we are still waiting for the Sun to come out.(Part I)

In today’s era, we are surrounded by an interconnected set of “Artificial Technocracy Based Knowledge World” where – Real Human Emotions have taken a back seat. Where – the noise of a breath used to shake us to the core, now moaning and groaning – shrieks of someone – a bit sick – often – don’t attract our attention. What has happened ? Why has this – reality – become a truth ? Who are being exploited ? and Why are – Those – Who are getting exploited !! – Are actually getting exploited – by this – epidemic ?

Lets come to the first question first – #

What has happened ??

Responsibility !! as we All understand – was never – everyone’s – cup of tea , from the beginning of this world. Specially in countries like India – where often “A Joint Family System” is more propagated and understood by – common people ; these little sick , very irresponsible – set of “THE FAMILY” tend to drift further away, in this era of technology. 

Before – it was a bit difficult to say “No” for doing a task – you were being – entrusted with ; nowThey can easily say – “I’m on a very important call” ; have we actually ever understood – all these calls are – “Their shadows of distrust on their own families” – they are trying to run away from. The next obvious question – so as to why – Are they actually running away – from – “THIS VERY BASIS OF HUMAN EXISTENCE” –Their Families -  you come across – a truth ; such people – bury deep within their Heart a secret - which is  : "Alas !!! at the end of the road – you come across – That single – lost – emotional fool – good – wanting to survive – individual – Whose sole aim of existence – is to get His family back. But, lets resolve the analogy – “Thinking of an apple when there is one in the hand” ; “Making others think of an apple when there is None” and eventually – the dark truth (with delusional people) – Losing everything in the bargain – of just One Apple.

Not everyone’s journey – on this Earth is a Happy One ; not everyone’s trials – they face with their own conscience are - little - or - brief - as we say ; Not everyone – is born to be a King …. Macbeth killed Duncan – to be there, but eventually – His own conscience killed Him.

In a recent program – a good friend of mine and a senior colleague in my MBA deptt. Told me about – the book by – Adam Smith – with a title somewhat like – Wealth of Nations ; and in a brief – he also let me know – that the whole synopsis – of his work – culminated at a single thought – “There is another force beyond us Humans that controls ; over everything” we are but mere subjects to a KING – above all kings, who is looking down on this Planet – and unlike – the weak kings of this earth – He is above strength ; above honour ; above power ; above truth ; above realities – He never sleeps ; He never thirsts ; He never Dies …. Who is He ??

Some translate Him into a – Earthquake ; Some translate Him into the Birth of a Child ; some even Translate Him – as the eventual reason – for our loss of Immortality ; but till date – Actually No One – has actually seen God . What does this mean – God  doesn’t exist ?? What does this mean – We have no one to answer back to?? What does this mean – We should keep doing we are doing and pay no heed – to whatever is being told to us ?? Unfortunately – for all such – mettle headed !! Rigid but stylish “have-nots of destiny” – the end – is    V.e.r.y    S.i.c.k.e.n.i.n.g

Man is not born to rule – Man is born to create. Man is not born to defend – Man is born to re-structure. Man is not born to Over-Rule everything – Man is born to FIGHT for WHAT he thinks is right . People who take orders – blindly – or even people – who Give orders blindly – often – Become the victim of their own Arrow. (Hence, always think b4 u leap !!!)

The biggest gift of mother nature – to us as Humans – is our Power to Think. We should – give ourselves that time , or else our Gift shall be snatched from us. Someone very rightly said – in a Public gathering once – When you Become an administrator – “YOU” – only You – Become – Not your wife ; not your children ; not your brothers ; not your lenders and not recovers’ – it is YOU !! Let me also – introduce – here another aspect of understanding  – Not even  Your own “Personality Should Come in the Way of Your Administration”  - we should always follow that – Rule – is above all. For everyone - that follows it. For everyone – Who has made it. This is truth. And , for someone – Whose becoming an exception we need to have those eyes – that why He is an exception !!! Love crosses all bounds - Love is a Godly quality.

We are more worried – to “THE LOUD NOISE THE SNEEZE HAS MADE” – WE never try to look beyond – the Common Reasoning – so as to why He sneezed ?? And the day – we start to look at it from that point of view – We will understand – that – Behind Every Loud Mouthed Joker – There is A Deeply Crying Man !!!! We , as leaders , as administrators , as Rulers , as Teachers , as Gurus – or even as Principals , Managers , Preachers – have to understand – the Real Human Psyche – you are not talking to machines – You have Flesh and Blood – all wound in the crackling fibre of Emotional Periphery. 

The truth is not – the tongue. 

The truth is not the ear even. 

The truth is in the Heart. 

And, to reach a person’s heart – We need to reach – His understanding. 

We love somethings, and we hate somethings, but .......

We can always pray to God – to Turn – our misfortunes – into fortunes. If we start losing – even that Hope – then Automatically – the Devil – shall turn you – upside down.

You must have heard – An empty mind is the Devil’s workshop. Have you ever heard – The devil is interested in Our schools , hospitals , NGOs , or Churches (or even I can say Temples – for example) – no never ; which means – He is more – interested in WorkShops !!!

Workshop – from where the Mobiles emerge.

 Workshop – from where the TV emerges.

Workshop – from where newspapers emerge.

Can they manufacture a heart in the Workshop – if it was possible , Steve Jobs should have got one for Himself ; He had all the possible – means of getting it (without an attempt to hurt his image) – You see the real world runs around emotions.

The real world runs around – traditions. 

The real world runs around families.

-          A little done up by writing this piece – apologies for a.n. i.n.c.o.m.p.l.e.t.e. work …but I would be completing  it – its my Promise ……

Till Then – Eat Well ; Sleep Well ; if you want to Reap Well ….

                   Always look for Signboards , if You’re not Close to a Deep Well …

                   And when in Life , you have someone – loving you along ..

                   Don’t – pay any heed to – A Maniac – who just  Can – Read Well

                   Life is not a Book ; Nor its just a computer

                   Life is beautiful – Mirror - .. A Mirror of your Symphonies

                     All music of the Heart is there … To sadness – Happy Farewell

Keeeeep    reading 

Powerless !! Struggle To Make The System - Better

Dear Readers ,

If there is anything like - patience , emotions , goodwill , compassion or good faith , you should be ready to leave all of these , before , you start - the revolution - GOD has chosen you for.

When you are born on this Earth , you are given a - Brass Bracelet - to wear on your wrist, But soon , you realize - there are people , only wanting to safeguard their futures , by converting there - Excess Wealth or you can say - The ill - earned Wealth , through you.

You thought these are emotions , and eventually you learnt , these are - self guarded , self protruding thoughts of those , extremely - selfish - individuals you were - Sent to live with. They could turn "the meaning" of every loving word - you spoke for someone's - benefit , into - A Poisoned Arrow , that could hurt - the listener - Acutely.

Why do such people - do this ? Are they selfish ? Are they - Power Grabbers - as we call them ? or are they Simply Foolish ?

These are the questions that suddenly surround us , when we come in direct contact - with these - Animals of Self-Greed and Short-Motived - persons. You do no harm , and you find , people - misunderstanding you. You think of no evil , and then you find people - distancing themselves from you ?? Why ??
You do - no ill ? And , baseless propaganda - being Spread - about you.
Seats of Power - corrupt - the uncorrupted. Seats of immense power - Corrupt - The Uncorrupted - Completely.

These are places - where a person , is writing for self - expression and happiness, but there are vultures , waiting for your Death , so that - their stomachs can get full.

Why do we say - Cannibalism - is over ?? Why can't we see , these - Power Thirsty and Power Lusty - people , dancing so obviously on the Dead Body of Human Emotions , Aspirations and Compassion of people - who - are beneath - Their Power Circles.

We go to a Ice Cream - shop , we pay a Price , for the Ice Cream , and if suddenly a Fly , falls in the Ice Cream , who is to blame. ((Destiny , is mostly - we call this in India)) , but what about that - Hunger !! that forced you to - In the first place - to Enter This Shop ??? Will that hunger , be sufficed - by this concept of Destiny ?? I can bet - in today's scenario - it won't ?
What can we do now - Kill the shop-keeper for an Ice-Cream. It shall be a headline. And, a good one - the next day. Or - buy another one (from where will the other one come) or if the Shopkeeper - has any - Self Conscience left in Him , he will offer another cone for free.
But , is the same analogy true in the case of these - Mismanaged and Under-Run Institutions of the country - where after Paying a hefty sum of money , you come to know, that you are being looked as a puny creature - of charity show, and the same - Charging it from you - are in the illicit shops of luxury - all over ??

Why this ambush ? Why this distrust ? Why this - over greed ? Why this Mis-Management ? Why Can't We Fight ? Why Can't we - Unite against such - Baseless and corrupt - Organizers - of - our Half Burnt Futures ? Why is the justice system not taking any actions ?

They have ransacked people of their dreams !! They have ransacked people of their emotions !! They have ransacked people of their futures !! They should be behind bars !! They should be - tested for these - Sins of inhumanity !! They should be - made to repent.

I pray to God, and pray to all those - who read - me TODAY - don't stoop - to corruption, don't stoop - against your Self Respect , don't stoop below - your Self Conscience ... because - by doing so - you would only , Stoop Infront of the Devil ....
The devil does not - even then - start to love you - when you stoop infront of him, he understands - you are - Accepting - to be his next meal. The devil is no-ones. Not even of the God who made him. Not even of the Woman who trusted him. Not even of Jesus - when He was fasting.

But , we know , these devils have to go one day. The light of the Lord will shine one day. God saves us from - Bad Things.

I have seen - some of this myself , and have - left my own self - tired and empty. I think - God will use me - as a Messenger.

I have nothing more than this to write. Someday , we shall be together again. For - this world - has a - New Story to tell. TODAY.

Loads of love .... those who are regular. Loads of Luck - who come here to Spy .........

May God Be With You .....

Signing Off

p.r.a.k.u.l