The Train of Love Met The Bogie of Attraction at the Allahabad Station

Yeh duniya jindagi ke maino ko ulat deti hai

Hume mehsoos hota hai, ki hum bhi -ab- jara ruk le

Magar phir 'dil' tamancha leke -thai thai karta hai !!!

Muhabbat ke sabhi - Shahi Iradey - Tak Par Dekho 

Ki jaise - bheek ke paison se roti aa nahi sakti

ki jaise - sirf - marney se yeh jaa, ab jaa nahi sakti

Humey bhi us ghadi ka sabra se - ab dekhna hai 'aks'

Ki jis pal mein - yeh duniya - hummey ab 'samaa' nahi sakti

                                                                    Humour in life, is like oxygen in pipe, if any-"one" goes missing, life becomes weak. There are people in this world who can judge others, they say – they understand the psyche of the other person they are at face with, but if this the truth, why never on this Earth – one person, starting, from Adam – was ever able to tell the future, or even say, tailormake the future to his own taste.

                                                                 The truth is we as humans have this tendency to err. We believe in systems, we believe in rules, we believe in – the line that is drawn – by our elders, society or even – the social peace-makers, but do we ever think, life is bigger than – rules; life is bigger than ‘common laws’, life is bigger than ‘ordinary beliefs’.

                                                               It is but very natural to walk on a street on the left side only, but what about a man, with one leg, walking – on the right side, is he wrong, are the law-keepers to be blamed, or should we now say – God is different for “normally born people” and “disability” is satan sent.

If we are saying that disability is satan sent, then, what about children now born with many diseases, especially – with a hole in their heart, no it won’t be correct. God has made us all, and God has made us all with a purpose.

                                                           The eventual goal of a person’s life is to find that goal. That goal maybe “bread” for someone, it maybe “social acceptance” for someone, and it maybe – “social adjustment” for someone.

                                                            We all are born imperfect – but the truth is – “this is the most perfect truth” – that has never left us. I very recently found myself in a situation – where – I met someone, who holds onto life, like – that control – is with the person himself, but the truth is – our lives are controlled by some unknown powers from above.

                                                               We want to be happy, but sadness surrounds us. We want to be desolate but the crowds never leave us, we want to be Gods ourselves, but – we become the big slaves to our own destinies.

                                                                If love is just a feeling, and the world runs around money alone, then, why do – almost 90% of the world money runs around love. Initially there was “happy birthday” only, now it is valentine’s day, now it is father’s day, now it is mother’s day; and days are not far when we will have – a garden day and a pet day as well.

Would not like to write too long on this but would only close with a few lines –

“On a lonely night on a lonely roof,

With the hot wind blowing in my hair,

I was stuck like a man in the capsule lift,

Almost – feeling like a desperate bear.

When a star in the sky, to all others said good-bye,

And it fell straight away in the stream,

And I ran and I ran, I thought – why not pick the star,

And, the life of my “mind shall grow”,

But alas ! in the stream there were boats there were fish,

But the star had – just vanished like a dream !!!

If on Earth there is love, there is peace there is growth

In the eyes of s storm - why we grow ?

                                           We all dream, we all want to explore, we all want to be free. It is another truth – that life – has its own rules to follow.

                                           I have written this piece on a very different note today, the note of an unmeasured meter, but I’m sure when – you’ll go through the feeling of it – you’ll find yourself – on different plave altogether.

Take Care

Keep Living

  

The day of the dragon , the night of the owl , and we are still waiting for the Sun to come out.

The day of the dragon , the night of the owl , and we are still waiting for the Sun to come out.(Part I)

In today’s era, we are surrounded by an interconnected set of “Artificial Technocracy Based Knowledge World” where – Real Human Emotions have taken a back seat. Where – the noise of a breath used to shake us to the core, now moaning and groaning – shrieks of someone – a bit sick – often – don’t attract our attention. What has happened ? Why has this – reality – become a truth ? Who are being exploited ? and Why are – Those – Who are getting exploited !! – Are actually getting exploited – by this – epidemic ?

Lets come to the first question first – #

What has happened ??

Responsibility !! as we All understand – was never – everyone’s – cup of tea , from the beginning of this world. Specially in countries like India – where often “A Joint Family System” is more propagated and understood by – common people ; these little sick , very irresponsible – set of “THE FAMILY” tend to drift further away, in this era of technology. 

Before – it was a bit difficult to say “No” for doing a task – you were being – entrusted with ; nowThey can easily say – “I’m on a very important call” ; have we actually ever understood – all these calls are – “Their shadows of distrust on their own families” – they are trying to run away from. The next obvious question – so as to why – Are they actually running away – from – “THIS VERY BASIS OF HUMAN EXISTENCE” –Their Families -  you come across – a truth ; such people – bury deep within their Heart a secret - which is  : "Alas !!! at the end of the road – you come across – That single – lost – emotional fool – good – wanting to survive – individual – Whose sole aim of existence – is to get His family back. But, lets resolve the analogy – “Thinking of an apple when there is one in the hand” ; “Making others think of an apple when there is None” and eventually – the dark truth (with delusional people) – Losing everything in the bargain – of just One Apple.

Not everyone’s journey – on this Earth is a Happy One ; not everyone’s trials – they face with their own conscience are - little - or - brief - as we say ; Not everyone – is born to be a King …. Macbeth killed Duncan – to be there, but eventually – His own conscience killed Him.

In a recent program – a good friend of mine and a senior colleague in my MBA deptt. Told me about – the book by – Adam Smith – with a title somewhat like – Wealth of Nations ; and in a brief – he also let me know – that the whole synopsis – of his work – culminated at a single thought – “There is another force beyond us Humans that controls ; over everything” we are but mere subjects to a KING – above all kings, who is looking down on this Planet – and unlike – the weak kings of this earth – He is above strength ; above honour ; above power ; above truth ; above realities – He never sleeps ; He never thirsts ; He never Dies …. Who is He ??

Some translate Him into a – Earthquake ; Some translate Him into the Birth of a Child ; some even Translate Him – as the eventual reason – for our loss of Immortality ; but till date – Actually No One – has actually seen God . What does this mean – God  doesn’t exist ?? What does this mean – We have no one to answer back to?? What does this mean – We should keep doing we are doing and pay no heed – to whatever is being told to us ?? Unfortunately – for all such – mettle headed !! Rigid but stylish “have-nots of destiny” – the end – is    V.e.r.y    S.i.c.k.e.n.i.n.g

Man is not born to rule – Man is born to create. Man is not born to defend – Man is born to re-structure. Man is not born to Over-Rule everything – Man is born to FIGHT for WHAT he thinks is right . People who take orders – blindly – or even people – who Give orders blindly – often – Become the victim of their own Arrow. (Hence, always think b4 u leap !!!)

The biggest gift of mother nature – to us as Humans – is our Power to Think. We should – give ourselves that time , or else our Gift shall be snatched from us. Someone very rightly said – in a Public gathering once – When you Become an administrator – “YOU” – only You – Become – Not your wife ; not your children ; not your brothers ; not your lenders and not recovers’ – it is YOU !! Let me also – introduce – here another aspect of understanding  – Not even  Your own “Personality Should Come in the Way of Your Administration”  - we should always follow that – Rule – is above all. For everyone - that follows it. For everyone – Who has made it. This is truth. And , for someone – Whose becoming an exception we need to have those eyes – that why He is an exception !!! Love crosses all bounds - Love is a Godly quality.

We are more worried – to “THE LOUD NOISE THE SNEEZE HAS MADE” – WE never try to look beyond – the Common Reasoning – so as to why He sneezed ?? And the day – we start to look at it from that point of view – We will understand – that – Behind Every Loud Mouthed Joker – There is A Deeply Crying Man !!!! We , as leaders , as administrators , as Rulers , as Teachers , as Gurus – or even as Principals , Managers , Preachers – have to understand – the Real Human Psyche – you are not talking to machines – You have Flesh and Blood – all wound in the crackling fibre of Emotional Periphery. 

The truth is not – the tongue. 

The truth is not the ear even. 

The truth is in the Heart. 

And, to reach a person’s heart – We need to reach – His understanding. 

We love somethings, and we hate somethings, but .......

We can always pray to God – to Turn – our misfortunes – into fortunes. If we start losing – even that Hope – then Automatically – the Devil – shall turn you – upside down.

You must have heard – An empty mind is the Devil’s workshop. Have you ever heard – The devil is interested in Our schools , hospitals , NGOs , or Churches (or even I can say Temples – for example) – no never ; which means – He is more – interested in WorkShops !!!

Workshop – from where the Mobiles emerge.

 Workshop – from where the TV emerges.

Workshop – from where newspapers emerge.

Can they manufacture a heart in the Workshop – if it was possible , Steve Jobs should have got one for Himself ; He had all the possible – means of getting it (without an attempt to hurt his image) – You see the real world runs around emotions.

The real world runs around – traditions. 

The real world runs around families.

-          A little done up by writing this piece – apologies for a.n. i.n.c.o.m.p.l.e.t.e. work …but I would be completing  it – its my Promise ……

Till Then – Eat Well ; Sleep Well ; if you want to Reap Well ….

                   Always look for Signboards , if You’re not Close to a Deep Well …

                   And when in Life , you have someone – loving you along ..

                   Don’t – pay any heed to – A Maniac – who just  Can – Read Well

                   Life is not a Book ; Nor its just a computer

                   Life is beautiful – Mirror - .. A Mirror of your Symphonies

                     All music of the Heart is there … To sadness – Happy Farewell

Keeeeep    reading 

Powerless !! Struggle To Make The System - Better

Dear Readers ,

If there is anything like - patience , emotions , goodwill , compassion or good faith , you should be ready to leave all of these , before , you start - the revolution - GOD has chosen you for.

When you are born on this Earth , you are given a - Brass Bracelet - to wear on your wrist, But soon , you realize - there are people , only wanting to safeguard their futures , by converting there - Excess Wealth or you can say - The ill - earned Wealth , through you.

You thought these are emotions , and eventually you learnt , these are - self guarded , self protruding thoughts of those , extremely - selfish - individuals you were - Sent to live with. They could turn "the meaning" of every loving word - you spoke for someone's - benefit , into - A Poisoned Arrow , that could hurt - the listener - Acutely.

Why do such people - do this ? Are they selfish ? Are they - Power Grabbers - as we call them ? or are they Simply Foolish ?

These are the questions that suddenly surround us , when we come in direct contact - with these - Animals of Self-Greed and Short-Motived - persons. You do no harm , and you find , people - misunderstanding you. You think of no evil , and then you find people - distancing themselves from you ?? Why ??
You do - no ill ? And , baseless propaganda - being Spread - about you.
Seats of Power - corrupt - the uncorrupted. Seats of immense power - Corrupt - The Uncorrupted - Completely.

These are places - where a person , is writing for self - expression and happiness, but there are vultures , waiting for your Death , so that - their stomachs can get full.

Why do we say - Cannibalism - is over ?? Why can't we see , these - Power Thirsty and Power Lusty - people , dancing so obviously on the Dead Body of Human Emotions , Aspirations and Compassion of people - who - are beneath - Their Power Circles.

We go to a Ice Cream - shop , we pay a Price , for the Ice Cream , and if suddenly a Fly , falls in the Ice Cream , who is to blame. ((Destiny , is mostly - we call this in India)) , but what about that - Hunger !! that forced you to - In the first place - to Enter This Shop ??? Will that hunger , be sufficed - by this concept of Destiny ?? I can bet - in today's scenario - it won't ?
What can we do now - Kill the shop-keeper for an Ice-Cream. It shall be a headline. And, a good one - the next day. Or - buy another one (from where will the other one come) or if the Shopkeeper - has any - Self Conscience left in Him , he will offer another cone for free.
But , is the same analogy true in the case of these - Mismanaged and Under-Run Institutions of the country - where after Paying a hefty sum of money , you come to know, that you are being looked as a puny creature - of charity show, and the same - Charging it from you - are in the illicit shops of luxury - all over ??

Why this ambush ? Why this distrust ? Why this - over greed ? Why this Mis-Management ? Why Can't We Fight ? Why Can't we - Unite against such - Baseless and corrupt - Organizers - of - our Half Burnt Futures ? Why is the justice system not taking any actions ?

They have ransacked people of their dreams !! They have ransacked people of their emotions !! They have ransacked people of their futures !! They should be behind bars !! They should be - tested for these - Sins of inhumanity !! They should be - made to repent.

I pray to God, and pray to all those - who read - me TODAY - don't stoop - to corruption, don't stoop - against your Self Respect , don't stoop below - your Self Conscience ... because - by doing so - you would only , Stoop Infront of the Devil ....
The devil does not - even then - start to love you - when you stoop infront of him, he understands - you are - Accepting - to be his next meal. The devil is no-ones. Not even of the God who made him. Not even of the Woman who trusted him. Not even of Jesus - when He was fasting.

But , we know , these devils have to go one day. The light of the Lord will shine one day. God saves us from - Bad Things.

I have seen - some of this myself , and have - left my own self - tired and empty. I think - God will use me - as a Messenger.

I have nothing more than this to write. Someday , we shall be together again. For - this world - has a - New Story to tell. TODAY.

Loads of love .... those who are regular. Loads of Luck - who come here to Spy .........

May God Be With You .....

Signing Off

p.r.a.k.u.l

Alas ! Money Alone Can't Help Us Survive Here . Can It ?

Dear Readers , 
This is fiction.

MY MATTER HAS NO CONNECTION WITH ANYTHING LIVING OR DEAD - IT IS PURELY MY HEART'S - VOICE AND MY HEAD'S IMAGINATION - AND IF ANY COMPARISONS OR SIMILARITIES EXIST ARE - PURELY CO-INCIDENTAL ..........

Don't take this heading for anything personal. It is meant for those - spiritually dead - but materialistically - alive , hypocrites - who have no Faith or Peace left in them, but - who - are intelligent enough - To squeeze Money & Goodness - every person they come in contact with.

A little while ago - I was in the August company of many such Villains or Violins.

Why I am comparing - Villains - To - Violins ? Villains are loved by people - Simply because they provide the right contrast - To the hero of the plot - To actually outshine , in - An otherwise gloomy - and monotonous - Synchronization of Scenes. And, a Violin - is an Instrument - (in Indian context) which I have found - that - is Least appreciated - Although - it Provides - the main Base Melody to the songs - played.

There are these two kinds of people - which I can mainly ascertain from the experiences of my life:

1). One which can't live without the ones they love.
2). The others who can live without the ones - they love.

The latter is the "object" of my hypothesis here -

We start to understand - that this life - is 'Unworthy' of appreciation - and we start to live a life , which has all possible forms of life - except the "Actual Living Beings Around Us"

Whenever there is a conversation - These people - talk to silence. Whenever there is Some Silence - they Love - To create the most amount of - Noise.

Food for them , is not a Means of life , it is their - Only Opportunity in the 'Mean Life' they Lead. They become sad in a Moment - they become Happy in the other. Their emotions become uncontrolled - under the supervision of the - overactive - brains they have. And - there are times , wen they forget - they are in Human Company.

I read a report - that said - almost - half the population - in India - is suffering from Mental Ailments ... and I understand what they meant by that. Otherwise how is ti possible , that Adults of the age group of 28 - 32 , even need so much of Parental Support - that we see in Our Society.

Parents are so - Divorced - even when in a - "Society Bound" - circle of Marriage - that - the weakest object of their - Indifferences  - is the Innocent Child - that lives with them.

But, as we all know - Life - has its own ways of showing - the right - to all of us. God - always helps those - who help themselves.



A little bit of poetry to help us - Evolve:



Ussey dekha to mano jindagi ke main..ey - ultey,

Jahan par hum khadey they ,

Woh wahin pe - khud chala aya.......................................................



Ki maano - gardishon - Men shaam ki - koi Sitara ho.

Na jaane jindagi - humse kyun - aisi baatein karti hai ?                               (I)

Ki jin baaton ka - Maano jindagi - Se 'Koi Naata' nai

Unhi baaton se aksar kyun yeh dheerey dheerey chalti hai.



Ki jab woh - pal kahin hota hai -  jisko chahtey hai hum,

Kyun 'aksar' jindagi "akar" ussey yun uda jaati hai ???                              (II)

Muhabbat hum bhi kartey they - usi shiddat se "Patthar Ko"

Ki jiske saamne 'aney - se duniya' "Behad Darti"  hai.



Kisi chotti si duniya mein , kisi ekant - lamhe mein !

Bahut armaan hai , is dil mein - jinko saans leni hai !!                                 (III)

Jeeye Saalon - Bahut Jamkar - Harek !! Is saans mein shola

Bas ek khwahish - hai - Ab markey - Usey baahon mein lene ki




-  k.i.s.i.   - shayar  - ko arz - hai - jisne --- beetey dino -  mein is dil ko -   Chu - liya .......


 p.r.a.k.u.l 

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MY MATTER HAS NO CONNECTION WITH ANYTHING LIVING OR DEAD - IT IS PURELY MY HEART'S - VOICE AND MY HEAD'S IMAGINATION - AND IF ANY COMPARISONS OR SIMILARITIES EXIST ARE - PURELY CO-INCIDENTAL ..........

THE MYSTIC TRUTH – OF DYING FRIENDSHIPS - Part I

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Kayi chehrey lagakey jindagi hai ghoomti ab kyun ?

Issey kya koi shikwa hai – Kisi hamd-o-sitayish se ?

Khuda ne to racha tha – pyaar ka – Humko – Hawala de ,

Magar ham lad gaye usse , ki jisse pyaar kartey they ….

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Badi bujdil hai duniya yeh , isse paapon se rahat kya ?

Isse chehry naye har roj ab , dojhak – mein chahiye hain ,

Jinhe yeh kossti – rehti hai – aksar .. bin bataye hi ,

Wahi kuch log hai – Jinsse isse – Milti Inayat Hai ………

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The True Friend

                 Unlike in the olden times, when relations were just – limited to Mother , Father , Brother and Sister ; these days have come – when men/women alike believe in a system of – Friendly Relations. What is a friendly relation ?

Someone – I’m attracted to – becomes an eventual friend ? Someone we work with – becomes an eventual friend ? Someone we want to becomes – an eventual friend ? or Someone – We hate – the most – at times – Moves on to become an eventual friend ?

A very hard analogy ! But, you see – these are still people who have hope – left in them. There is a world where FRIENDSHIP – is a – Bilingual Term – now – friendship (type 1) – Friends with benefit  &  friendship (type 2) – Friends with No Expectations ……..

Which one is better – is completely on the person’s experience with the one He/She is ?

With passage of life , I am able to understand one thing – The Problems of the Mind – are what – eventually – Become the problems of the – Body.

A rush to get every created – Material Item – present in the World leads us to a place –Where – only – BLACK WOODEN CASKET is left – with some STEEL FRAMES.

‘People dig some Earth 4 u , and u r meant to go in it’…. But before this stage comes – God tries to speak to Us:

How Does God Speaks To Us , When He Wants To –

                                          God doesn’t speaks to us – Through a Mobile Phone (specially not through – a Lumia or a Note) but only through – Feelings. How people feel about you ? How people generally often – talk to you ? How people – love to see you – everyday – when you are coming to the Office , or how people Love to say a – Good Bye – when they see you – Leaving for Home …

People don’t say – I love you ….. when they send you a – “Good Morning Message” on Facebook …no !!! Facebook – is their face in Public …. And that face – they are projecting – Can be – “The Attractive Mask They Have Last Purchased From The – Book of Life”…

God spoke to Moses – and Moses – moved in the Valleys. God spoke to Mary – and she – gave birth – to a Son – not her’s. God spoke to Jesus – and He left His life on the Cross – prepared for Him by the Roman soldiers. (some biblical references) …

The above examples – are clearly stating that – God speaks to us when He wants to.

Today – something happened – in my Life – which changed the way – I looked at things – specially in Terms of relations. People will love to back-stab you – But, an angel of God – shall always come to you – Before the – Devil – eventually comes.

The language of the angels – is a bit bitter – but what they speak – holds value …

Why should we trust in the Lord – when there is a Long and 

Dreary – Justice System

Prevailing – for the deeply – Ailing     ? ? ?

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Systems are made by men. Men with limited knowledge. Men with frailities as large as the Sin.  But yes – Somewhere – these people – Preserve Life To A Great Extent.

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The very process of Law , tends to curb – the growing evils of almost – the similar nature – to an extent.

Law prevails over all. Law prevails over those who make it. Law prevails over those – Who Break It.

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Now ending my thoughts with yet some more of      poetry …………..

Kahin hum door jungle mein bhataktey they , bahut dar  ke ,

Khuda ka haath hum par tha , hamarey hauslon mein tha,

Jinhe dart tha – ki hum – se Aankh who kaise milayengey ?

Badi gurbat bhari baatein who khud mein boltey bhi they.

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Magar insaan who hota hai ki jo – sab kuch bhula kar ke,

Khuda ke kaam karne ke liye , Rukta nahi dar ke,

Jo dartey hain, who martey hai, bahut kamil hidayat hai,

Firishtey par magar – nafrat mein – bhi Bas –pyaar bhartey hain.

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Badi chingariyan leke – who ata hai – Khuda Thukra,

Ussey har – taraf se bas – bura hi lagta hai har Chehra,

Magar jab uske chehrey mein – koi atish – jalata hai,

Hazaron – daag hotey hai , Jinhey – Thukra – chupata hai.

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Kisi ke saath duniya mein agar , koi saath dena ho !

Usi ka saath dena tum, jo tumko – ‘raah’ deta ho,

Yahan gumraah itney hai , ki jitney shakh pe patte,

Jahan jis daal pe hogey , wahi tumko – hila degi.

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Badi nafrat se chalti hai , Khuda duniya teri afzal,

Badey chehrey lagatey hai tere bandey sabhi kartal,

Jahan insaan ko ab – Dost to -  Samjha nahi jata !

Wahan par , kyun bhala , pooja kiya kartey hai yeh – Har Pal ?????

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                                                                                                                                      p.r.a.k.u.l

A Good Heart - Story of man , His dreams , and - Ambitions .....

MY MATTER HAS NO CONNECTION WITH ANYTHING LIVING OR DEAD - IT IS PURELY MY HEART'S - VOICE AND MY HEAD'S IMAGINATION - AND IF ANY COMPARISONS OR SIMILARITIES EXIST ARE - PURELY CO-INCIDENTAL ..........

A Good Heart Always Aches For Others

- Today’s world is full of deceit and anger , against each other , against what we held so beloved to each other. The bond of love is evaded – like a kite long cut – and dying to reach the other side of the – barren wasteland.

- Those we loved – loved – Their own ideas , and this how – Life went on , and today – I find myself standing – on A White Bridge , where there is no – Iron Fence, all I could see, is a blanch – Mind and an ever attacking Heart, and my Pulse has already left me.

- She was the rhythm of my life, and I used to think all the time about her, but – She left me – when I was searching – for Peace the most. Wicked – is the only word – that comes to my Head – when I think of her. But, you see – after every – Volcano eruption, there is a  Brief Gap ………..of silence. How can you live, if you trust people ? Life is bigger than – Promises , Bigger than – Opportunities , Bigger than – Invitations , it is – Compassion – for those who Need you, for those – who need you – but can’t disclose to you. If Jesus – wasn’t the son of God, what made Him speak so – bravely – about His father. This world is – a web – of Emotions , Web of Needs , Web of Words ……….. Web of Life. Some of us who are able to – crawl this Web – become the brave soldiers of God, those who leave inbetween , are Couldn’t Believe – that – God can improve – on the circumstances.

- What is more important ? Belief ? or Non-Belief ? or Make Belief ? No one can answer – Only God can. And, truly speaking the only way to reach God is not – by – Putting a knife across you, but well the easiest way and the most practiced is – Prayer ………

- If – I don’t have the money to but that particular toy – my Boy is asking me – to but from – that Toy Shop…what do I do – Should I slap him and tell him – I can’t do it. Or – go rob the shop – Or tell him – Stop to Dream , you are an unreasonable person , no why not listen to his talks with some compassion , and then say – “Give me some time – As soon as I can do this – I’ll get this”

- This is HOPE. Never rob people of the Hope they have. God doesn’t liked people who – Make others hopeless. This world – dances around the fire of HOPE , and all those who – Try and snatch this from the other – Fall In The Middle of Nowhere.

- It is easiest to run away from a problem, but do you think running away – will ever solve it ? No it can’t ! This world has a fixed circumference, and a Day shall come – when the latitudes shall cross. And, that day – there will be a blade , and some veins waiting to be cut. Before that happens – ask for pardon …………..

This is what the world believes in – and the cycle of magic weaves on. But lets think the other way –

1. One a day a friend of mine , went out after meeting me – and met an accident. I am still there. He is gone. Has our friendship also died. Has everything I invested in him – went into a vacuum – and I’m blank. If this is true – half the world – should be Cynical and the other half Depressed. Oh ! No !
2. It is true – an accident or bad-event leaves us – BLANK – but it should not stop us – from believing – that God wants us here.
3. People have a purpose. People are HIS best creations. People are HIS best hope.

4. If after writing after all this – I say – I don’t like it – I have wasted the last 30 minutes of my life. I should say – I love it.

5. Hope is – the biggest Gift given to Human Beings. The why think we are alone ?

Music of the heart is music of the soul,

I love you more than truth , more than every goal,

And, inbetween – these  - pauses of time … that creep in ….

Can’t make a difference. Nothing can make ---   A Hole in My Soul   !

When you went – I went cold,

I lost you to Destiny , like a story Untold,

And, when I think of it , some things ….do seep in ……….

Nothing can make me – Sad ……. With God – I’ll be bold ……….

Love , Life , Leisure ,  Likes and Laziness ……….

All left in me – Is dark …and my obedient Haziness …….

The gift of smile is – not mine – in life I can’t leep in …

All said and done – I’m living ……maybe its craziness …..

-          My dear readers – this life is a gift. And I am sure – each one of you shall – be blessed by that gift – when you shall read me ……….

H.A.P.P.Y    R.E.A.D.I.N.G

                                                                                              

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MY MATTER HAS NO CONNECTION WITH ANYTHING LIVING OR DEAD - IT IS PURELY MY HEART'S - VOICE AND MY HEAD'S IMAGINATION - AND IF ANY COMPARISONS OR SIMILARITIES EXIST ARE - PURELY CO-INCIDENTAL ..........

The Crying Mountain

Hey Readers,

This is fiction.

Along the large and unexplored barren wastelands, the red grounds of the jungle like area, smelt like charcoal burning in a distance. We were standing in the middle of nowhere. The waters were flowing from all possible ways - but from - where most expected. The sun was 'bout leaving its edges, and - the smell of the wasted and half-rotten animals was spreading fast.

In all this mystic dance of destiny, and our lost ways - I heard the crying mountain.

The most beautiful, amidst - the many more dark ones, the ones with the temples all over it, and the ones - where only Silver Oak was growing - this was a Lonely, Thin and - ever Singing - mountain - so lovely - I could hear it hum, I could hear it sing.

Some say - they hate the busy city lives, but others are dying to be in the city. What the truth of life is and why we do things the way they are done - are very - confusing. Man was born to love, and man should die - to safeguard what he loves. These are the two - Verses ....rest all - imagination of the bored out mind.

But, this story of the mountain is true. And, all the streams that - were flowing besides it, were - making - Unnecessary sounds - The sounds of - distress, the sounds of weakness, and the sounds of apathy.

If we are living a life meant by God for us, why should others worry about it ? If we are sitting in the company of evil , why should others - Hate Us ? If we are not ready to listen to anything but our own - self created conscience - then - Why are we listening to others at all ? - These are the questions - My mountain asked me, and I said - Others worry about you - because - You are the prettiest of all of them, and they think you go to some other range - their range may become the range of Darkness. If you doing things wrong - They worry they might lose you to your own - prevaricating mind. And eventually the last one -
If you stop listening to all others - and start listening to only your own self - then - All nature and all its symphonies - shall look and sound merrily like - the hum drums of an ordinary Village Orchestra , and you would be - Like an archipelago in the dark and turbulent Sea.

My mountain smiled back to me, and said. I am able to understand you now...........

Happy Reading ............. wud write more soon ...........