Bade din ke baad maine
Unhe paake paas itna
Khuda ki Khudayi Dekhi
Ishq ki tanhayi dekhi
Woh mujhe naa jaan paye
Mai bhi unko bhool aya
Unhe chahiye tha nahi
Meri muhabbat ka saaya
The love for this world is superior to all other loves
combined that we may undergo during our lifetime. We live to love. But when we
love, we forget that our own destiny is not in our hands. We love everything
that comes our way. It is another thing to like something or unlike something –
but, we love almost everything – that crosses us – We love the experience.
When you propose for the first time – you might feel , you
have done it on that note , but , if that proposal gets rejected – you feel ,
why did I propose at all.
Its not you have started to dislike the person , its only –
you are trying to convince yourself for that rejection.
In our recent trip to Jhansi – a remote town of Uttar
Pradesh , we missed death by a needle, we were almost done. I am a very Self
Believing person and believe in God’s greatness, but that day – all my sef
confidence – went into the mud , we were but nothing – in the hands of Life.
What can we do ? Can we change what is there lying for us ahead, or this very
notion of a self driven – path breaker – a notion of lie.
I’m still confused – but, in my heart I’m happy – I’m alive.
Jhansi – as I observed it , was is and hopefully shall be a
great city of human settlement. People are very frank , forthright – usually,
not very friendly, usually not very articulate.
This city is close to the city of my birth – Orai, and I feel,
there is a reason why God saved me – close to this city. Maybe He wanted to say
– When I have given you life, I have given you My purpose, which you shall
eventually come to know. It was a majestic feeling – to be in that hospital
where I was born – only the second time from then – when I was about to die.
This event shall remain close to my heart. The very ethos of
being there, and being in it – was very spine chilling.
In Jhansi – I saw some flowers – the most beautiful – That I’m
sure Exist in this World anywhere. They had a sweet fragrance. They had a charm
of themselves – in – The Hall of Indian Medical Association – on – 30.06.2013.
And, for my friends and fellow travelers who lost their live
in Uttrakhand – I would only say – Don’t forget – You Are Aive !!! Now – Do all
the possible good, that, you can – You Are the Chosen One.
Life – I love you with all my heart – I never knew – this moment
of losing you in a brink – would ever come so close to my eyes.
I miss that - Joy
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