Untitled for some unknown reasons - changing seasons - love's treasons - and - 4 My Self -

Living is a habit , like many other habits ? Am I correct ? or Living is about something else ? We all commit mistakes - and we all feel the pain of the mistake at some time of our lives - But , what is the reason -

1). That some forget every wrong they do

2). Some carry the guilt of it all through their lives

3). Some start speaking in foul languages - to overcome it

4). And a few like me - Ink it down - on this electronic canvas ........ no ink - but so many words ...

Music

This is one of the tonics to overcome all the sadness within

Dance

The trait releases you of all negativity - and you merge with the - air around you .......... u live

Acting

The last lie that you spoke to yourself - was that you were a Normal - actually you were - much above it - and now the Mirror reflects a different image you every time look into the mirror ...........
Your time flies with the - mosquitoes around you - and you are not even perturbed by those - Jams - in which thousands are stuck - without movement

Painting

You rebuild everything that has crossed your eyes - but off course - the Contours that you draw - become your - Self Expression
I was drawing a fish - and now it looks like scorpion ........... don't worry - the scorpion - is also a God's creation - and why should you feel - it is BAD to draw it ..................oh no no no

Passions of life - are our - Real Spirits - trying to come out and - Reflect in the open Sun
- so why hide it - ?????????????????/

Let me write a stanza that will look like something else - from what it is written - lets see

And on that day - when I looked at the picture - the tip of the mountain - reminded of something else - and I came slipping down of one of them - and fell into a well - it didn't have sweet water in it - but - something like acid - Why flowers grow on - Sands -- and roses are so soft to touch -- have I lost my senses - or the world has changed itself - to come close to myself - I wish I can take this plunge - and rule - I never had .............................................

Hope you liked reading it : my life is up for a change ....

a change that shall be --- at a new level of consciousness ............. wish me luck .....

Jhansi - A Soul Stirring - Life Changing Event ....

                                                               

Par pehley ek sher 

Bade din ke baad maine 
Unhe paake paas itna
Khuda ki Khudayi Dekhi
Ishq ki tanhayi dekhi


Woh mujhe naa jaan paye
Mai bhi unko bhool aya
Unhe chahiye tha nahi
Meri muhabbat ka saaya

The love for this world is superior to all other loves combined that we may undergo during our lifetime. We live to love. But when we love, we forget that our own destiny is not in our hands. We love everything that comes our way. It is another thing to like something or unlike something – but, we love almost everything – that crosses us – We love the experience.

When you propose for the first time – you might feel , you have done it on that note , but , if that proposal gets rejected – you feel , why did I propose at all.

Its not you have started to dislike the person , its only – you are trying to convince yourself for that rejection.

In our recent trip to Jhansi – a remote town of Uttar Pradesh , we missed death by a needle, we were almost done. I am a very Self Believing person and believe in God’s greatness, but that day – all my sef confidence – went into the mud , we were but nothing – in the hands of Life. What can we do ? Can we change what is there lying for us ahead, or this very notion of a self driven – path breaker – a notion of lie.

I’m still confused – but, in my heart I’m happy – I’m alive.

Jhansi – as I observed it , was is and hopefully shall be a great city of human settlement. People are very frank , forthright – usually, not very friendly, usually not very articulate.

This city is close to the city of my birth – Orai, and I feel, there is a reason why God saved me – close to this city. Maybe He wanted to say – When I have given you life, I have given you My purpose, which you shall eventually come to know. It was a majestic feeling – to be in that hospital where I was born – only the second time from then – when I was about to die.

This event shall remain close to my heart. The very ethos of being there, and being in it – was very spine chilling.

In Jhansi – I saw some flowers – the most beautiful – That I’m sure Exist in this World anywhere. They had a sweet fragrance. They had a charm of themselves – in – The Hall of Indian Medical Association – on – 30.06.2013.

And, for my friends and fellow travelers who lost their live in Uttrakhand – I would only say – Don’t forget – You Are Aive !!! Now – Do all the possible good, that, you can – You Are the Chosen One.

Life – I love you with all my heart – I never knew – this moment of losing you in a brink – would ever come so close to my eyes.

I miss that - Joy